少し幸福(こうふく)
Just when I thought I’d be inspiration-less for the rest of my stay here in Japan came a sudden inspiration in the form of a 元かれ*ahem *ahem *ahem, for those of you who can read and understand what it means just keep it to yourself,ayt? hehehe.
Oh yeah, but then I guess I was wrong, because just now, I saw something that tells me, ぜったいない. Stupid of me! Never mind the first two to three lines of this post, *erase*erase*erase, pretend you didn’t read it, and I’ll pretend I didn’t write anything,
It just tells me or rather shows how desperate I am to find that one thing, which I know I can’t.
Or how assuming I was that there is hope for me, with just a simple conversation *sigh.
Forget about the title either.
What can I say?
I’m just a stupid girl who always jumps to conclusions and is so ignorant and naive that I always end up getting more of everything than I could possibly handle, I want to be numb.
This post has gone way too wrong for something that started out as supposedly a cheerful post.
I’m sorry, I just didn’t saw it earlier, I should have seen it coming. I’m lost once again.
Staring… just staring in nothingness. Waiting… but I know there’s nothing to wait for…
Better sleep now.
