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Perstaym…

Last night we celebrated Cherman’s birthday and as usual there is food and alcohol.
That party was the best among the parties I had.

In that party, I was tipsy, I think I went a little than usual.
Hahaha.

I sang almost every song in the PS3 (singstar). I danced and sang more with the guitar playing.
I hugged as many people as I can and danced and sang more…

I didn’t know that I would enjoy the feeling. It felt so good to be dancing and singing your heart out. It’s the first time in my whole 22 years that I allow myself to be not the responsible one, to be not the one to be “mature” and tend to those who are drunk. To be the one being tended.
And you know what, it felt good, really good.

For the record, I was not drunk, just tipsy. I still knew what I did and what I was doing that time and I knew my limits. Btw, I only have 6shots, hahaha.

here we go again…

Another hard earned sleep because….

Again, I made a mistake for being a curios cat.

And now I’m doomed! Grrrhhhh!

isang gabing tulog (sana) na ninakaw nanaman nang inis dahil sa pagseselos, ouch!

Di ako makatulog 0_0

Losing my religion…

I admit I already started to lose hope in this thing called “love”, this thing I’m referring to is the one shared not with family or friends but between two people, (dem! I can’t say between two opposite sex attracted to each other cause I’ll sound discriminating).

Oh well, to cut the intro short, i was just so disappointed to find out that two of my closest friends already broke up and that the girl already has a new boyfriend, sigh.

I was very much involved in their relationship, I was the bridge in their love story. I guess that is one of the reasons I was very affected and disappointed.

I just don’t know what to believe in anymore. First of all, I sucked in that aspect of my life and now, finding this out made me stopped believing in it. I guess I’ll stay like this forever. I just felt sad, really. But as long as my girl friend is happy with her new boyfriend, I need to accept it and be happy for her too.

I Need to accept the fact that, their lives also is moving, it did not freeze.

I need to stop thinking that it will still be the same as before.

I need to try to be not self-centered.

Sabi nga sakin, “wag mong isipin na di gumagalaw ang mundo nila at yung sayo lang ang gumagalaw”

I am hopeless.

Crazy week, totally sucks!

kainis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
naiinis ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sobra! walang kwentang week na to, puro nakakairitang mga pangyayari!
grrrrhhh!!!
Kainis!
Sana na skip nlng tong wik na to at di na kailanman nangyari!
potek!

the truth…

the real truth is, I never really wanna be happy or content
because then, what?
I actually like the quest, the search, that’s the fun, and that the more lost you are the more you have to look forward to.
What do you know, im having a great time and i dont even know it.

oh well naisip ko lang after all of the kasawians in my life lately, I came to realized that, that subconciously I was really enjoying this and I dont even know Im having the time of my life.

This really is the truth about my current situation… I wont elaborate, but those who know me already knew what I was talking about…