07
Sep
11

Paglisan…

Matagal na panahon na mula nang huli ako magpost.
Ibig sabihin medyo matagal nang panahon na di ako nag senti at nag emo.

Therefore, babawi ako ngayon…

Ang Pagbabalik sa Pinas…
Di ko naisip noon na malulungkot pla ako kapag uuwi na ako sa Pinas for good.
Naaalala ko pa noon, gustung-gusto ko na bumalik sa Pinas.
Wala akong pakialam kung kinabukasan pauwiin na nila ako.
In fact mas matutuwa pa nga ako.

Pero bakit ngayon, kung kelan andito na, malapit na, abot-kamay ko na, saka ko nararamdaman ang lungkot?
Sadya kayang ganito ang tao? Di nakukuntento sa kung ano ang meron sila?
Malamang madami sasagot nang hinde, pero sa nakikita ko ngayon, ang sagot ay Oo.

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Mga bagay na mamimiss ko sa Japan

1.) Hot water – nasanay na ako maligo na ang tubig ay 37 degress celcius ang temperatura.
Pero sabagay, di naman kailangan nang mainit na tubig sa Pinas.
2.) Train System- ang disiplina nang mga tao sa pagbaba at pagasakay at convenience kasi may schedule ang train
at mamimiss ko ang Jorudan, ang online train schedule check at train route check
3.) Internet Speed – 100Mbps, haayyy paano na ang pagddownload nang mga series at movies at take note free pala sya! :(
4.) Gulay – Masarap gulay dito kasi malamig ang panahon therefore mas napapanatili ang freshness nang mga gulay
5.) Red ginger sa Matsuya – self explanatory
6.) Washing Machine – lagay ka lang damit tapos after 15mins sampay mo na ;) )
7.) Shopping Places – Machida, Shinjuku, Akihabara, Shibuya, Okachimachi, Minami-machida at iba pa.
8.) Cleanliness – walang basura sa daan, walang street vendors/street children, walang air pollution, walang stray cats and dogs
9.) Scenery – self explanatory
10.)Sagamio-Ono Park – minsang naging jogging spot at nagbigay nang peace and comfort sa akin ng
panahon nang kalungkutan at ligalig, haaayyyy *huff

Mga Taong Mamimiss ko:

1.) PA pips – batching, mga kuya, mga tatay, mga panginoon
2.) Dev 2 pips
3.) Cebu pips
4.) Nihongo Classmates
5.) Sensei! :( (
6.) Magagandang ate sa train sa daan at sa opis :p

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Mga First-times ko nang dahil sa Japan
1.) First Airplane ride
2.) First out of country
3.) First Spring
4.) First Autumn
5.) First Winter
6.) First TGIF
7.) First inom na hindi mga pinsan ang kasama (at nalasing)
8.) First Christmas without Family
9.) First Birthday na walang Pansit :p
10.)First Disneyland/DisneySea
11.)First Snow
12.)First Yukata
13.)First Ski
14.)First Ryoukan-style hotel
15.)First Onsen
16.)First Marathon
17.)First Go Kart
18.)First Aquarium
19.)First Night Bus (8hrs ride)
20.)First Batch 9 Japan Reunion
21.)First Shinkansen
22.)First Hanami (hopefully)
23.)First time makapasok sa bahay nang isang nihonjin
24.)First Shabu-Shabu
25.)First Sake
26.)First Okonomiyaki
27.)First time to live alone in a house/apt
28.)First Takoyaki

07
Sep
11

Finally got the chance to visit my blog and thought of writing something sensible.

But with the state of mind I have right now, I don’t think it’s possible.

Many things are going on my mind, so many things happened and I’m afraid of the many changes happening and the thing that just happened.

Things are moving very fast, and I haven’t got the chance to think if what was happening was the right thing to do.

I’m not sure if I am happy with how things are going or I regret all thats happened.

I can’t turn back time, I know that, what was lost cant be replaced.

07
Sep
11

Here I go again…

why do I always get myself into this kind of situation?

Tanga lang ba talaga ko? or di ko lang alam pero nag-eenjoy ako
na malagay ang sarili ko ganitong sitwasyon?

Masokista lang talaga ako siguro.
Or walang magawa sa buhay.
Naghahanap nang something new,and in the process, i end up messing my life.
sana makuntento ako sa kung ano ung buhay na meron ako…
Para di laging ganito.

Mahirap.
Napakahirap.

Ayoko na.
Gusto ko na sumuko.
Gulo gulo na. Di ko na maintindihan sarili ko.
Di ko na lam kung anu gusto ko mangyari sa buhay ko.

Di ko na maibabalik kung anu man yung mga nawala at nangyari e.
So better na tanggapin ko na lang yun kesa sa mabaliw ako
sa kaiisip nang mga what ifs at “kung maibabalik ko lang”.

Hay……………………………………………………..
Siguro isa ako sa mga minalas na tao na di pwede maging masaya sa buhay.
Siguro I am being punished sa mga kasalanan ko.

Kung alam ko kaya yung ending nang buhay ko, or ending nang mga nangyayari at mangyayari plng,
gagawa ba ko nang paraan para maiwasan mangyari lahat nang mga di magandang bagay?
Or papalitan ko kaya yung ending?

Kung alam ko kaya lahat nang sagot sa mga taong ko, magiging masaya na ba ko?
Magiging kuntento na kaya ako?

Haaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Bakit nga ba ko nagkakaganito?
1.) Naguguilty ako sa isang bagay na ginagawa ko na nakakapagpasaya sakin pero may mga tao na naapektuhan/masasaktan sa
ginagawa ko na yun.
2.) Ayoko maging cause nang paghihirap ng isang tao or mga tao.
3.) Gusto ko na gawin ang tama, pero pag sinusubukan ko siyang gawin, di ko matapos tapos, di ko mapanindigan.
4.) Gusto kong i-press ang rewind para di na sana nangyari lahat to. Bat ba kasi ang tigas nang ulo ko eh :-<

13
Jun
09

Words of wisdom: I’ve learned that ……

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back

I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.

I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.

I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people that’s important. It’s what they do about it.

I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.

I’ve learned that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I’ve learned that it’s a lot easier to react than it is to think.

I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you think you can’t.

I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I’ve learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. (Amen to that!)

I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I’ve learned that learning to forgive takes practice.

I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don’t know how to show it.

I’ve learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I’ve learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down will be the ones to help you get back up.

I’ve learned that I’m getting more and more like my grandma, and I’m kinda happy about it.

I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.

I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

I’ve learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.

I’ve learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it

I’ve learned that your family won’t always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren’t related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren’t biological.

I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I’ve learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I’m forced to choose sides even when I don’t want to.

I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.

I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I’ve learned that if you don’t want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I’ve learned that the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them.

I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I’ve learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.

I’ve learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love.

I’ve learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get farther in life.

I’ve learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control.

I’ve learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.

I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.

I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.

I’ve learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us.

I’ve learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.

I’ve learned that although the word “love” can have many different meaning, it loses value when overly used.

I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

Author Unk.

16
May
09

Update

Halu friends! Its been a long time since you heard/read something new here.
Patawad! As in! Paano po kasi, wala na akong unlimited supply nang libreng intarnets at di na po ako madramang tao sa ngaun.
Iyon ay dahil nandito na po ako sa minamahal kong bayang Pilipins! Mabuhay! :D

Na-miss ko to! Na-miss ko magsulat. Na-miss ko mag emo, pasensya na, feeling ko umaapaw ang energy ko today at di ko makontrol ang movement nang fingers ko sa keyboard. Hahaha!

Ayun, for some updates sa aking buhay-buhay, eto po…
Una, ayun nga, kung nabasa nyo ang previous post ko before this post, makikita nyo ang aking pagkainis sa pag eempake, well eto na po ako sa Pilipins at pinagpapawisan,hehehe.
Dumating na din ang mga boxes ko, which by the way, kinakabahan akong di na dadating at natarayan ko pa nang onti ang customer service nang Chenvel nang tawagan ko sila at sinabi nya sa aking walang box bound for Pampanga silang natanggap, OMG! halos lahat nang damit ko andun, wehe. pero Thank God nakadating naman sya, whew!

Secondly, balik trabaho na po ako sa pinas,same company po at again, Thank God may trabaho pako kahit recession, balik sa pagiging isang empleyado at kabilang sa manggagawang Pilipino na nagbabayad nang buwis para ma-corrupt nang mga opisyal, haaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy…

Ano pa ba? Hmmm… Syempre ang lablayp ay zero pa din dahil ako ay masaya sa pagiging single, as in na-eenjoy ko siya, so sori nlng muna sa mga tao jan,hehe… Side comment, e kasi naman di ko pa din naman na-try di maging single so no point for comparison talaga,parang ewan no? anu ba yan. hehe

Career ay ok pa din, new challenge, seseryosohin ko to, kelangan ko din to para sa aking future. Tumatanda na kasi tayo so di pwedeng laging ikaw ang “bunso”, hehe.

Speaking of tumatanda, nagbday din pala ako last month, naghanda at swimming galore with pinsans, kapatids at mga tito/tita at lola. Masaya naman:D

Family ay ok naman, kasunod ko ay 3rd year college na, at ang tuition, namen ramen! wag na nating isipin,hehe..

Si 2nd to bunso ay HS na din so dalawa na silang HS, gudluck din sa tuition :p at si bunso ay grade 2, hehehe… At si kuya, ayun sabi ko lumipat na sa ibang company dahil stressed/harassed-looking na sa current company nya pero until now di pa ko binibigyan nang resume nya, hay nko! Si kuya talaga…

Anu pa ba? Ayun!, ipapapintura ang bahay by june at naghahanap ako nang magandang color combination para masaya! excited nako;) Syempre first sa list ang kulay green, no questions asked :p
Ay eto maganda yung kulay, tinginin nyo, pero di yan bahay namin;))

Sana ganto bahay namen,hehe

Sana ganto bahay namen,hehe

16
Mar
09

OC-ness nanaman, kasi naman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ang hirap mag empake
nakakabaliw…
gusto ko maayos na lahat pero pano naman yun, eh gamit ko pa ibang mga damit ko at mga churvaness.
hayyyyyyyyyyyyyys nlng talaga.
bat kasi eh!

naiinis ako for all the kakainis na chuva! hmp!
churanila! watevah sa inyo, muka nyo!

18
Jan
09

New Year’s Resolution

1. Matulog before 12am
2. Mag-gym
3. Di na kakain sa fastfood lagi
4. Uwi nang maaga, 7pm alis na sa opis
5.Di na masyado mag chat nang non work related sa opisina
6. Re-arrange ang room (read as bahay)
7. Mag-ipon na seriously
8. Set long term and short team goals
9. Pumasok nang maaga sa opisina
10. Breakfast bago pumsasok sa opis

:D

12
Dec
08

Yoga Ball is Here! :D

Yosh! Got my yoga ball, woohooo!!!
I can now atleast attempt to make my tummy slimmer:p
And burn disgusting belly fats!
Dem you belly fats!
Dem you carbs!
Wehehe :D

Peace tayo:D

Yey! Mjo mahirap sya infairness

Yey! Mjo mahirap sya infairness

08
Dec
08

Gast this is so true!

It’s time for you to start thinking about how you can get more physically active. Going to the gym a few days a month or going for a jog every other morning is great, but you’ll have a lot more fun with it if you can integrate your physical exercise and your free time. Pick up a sport. Start learning how to roller skate with a friend! There are all sorts of ways to burn calories and get your heart beating faster. You’ve got the creativity to figure out how to do it. Use it.

29
Nov
08

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